Day 3 – 23/Nov/2020 – The Fat Wolf

Weight: too much +1
Measurements: Put on a dress first time after three months. My ample bosom flashed before me, my dress shamefully withdrawing, defeated, almost apologizing that she can’t stretch that far.
Exercise: Blow-dried my hair – counts as an arm day!!

Motivation: Fighting it, sort of…

There is this Native American story of two wolves that live inside us.
The one you feed wins!” they say…
Well, to be honest, I feel that there are several inside me, and the fat beast is the one dominating the scene at the moment.

My fatty is loud, demanding, sarcastic and sassy. She is just selfishly grabbing everything she possibly can, overstepping her boundaries, pushing them more and more by creating more space for herself – literally – my body just blindly following her lead and getting bigger and bigger.

Meanwhile, my other ‘wolves’ turned into pups.
The fit one is offended. She is sulking in the corner because she didn’t work this hard to have everything ruined by this chips-devouring couch potato.
The elegant one is disappointed because the fatty ruined all her nice clothes and nothing fits her any more.
And the sensible one is just tired of repeating the same things over and over again. She just gave up because you can’t help someone who doesn’t want to be helped.
It’s high time these three stand up for themselves!!!!!

This is me trying to please fatty with her favorite song! (instead a bag of cheesy chips)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_dMWRT73GyQ

4 Comments

  1. I sure hope you take advantage of being out there… you can google Native Pow Wows and maybe you can get an invitation to visit one. I like your story, you crack me up….XOXO

    Liked by 1 person

Leave a Comment

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s